I have to be honest, this project is tough. There are things I know now that I really wish I could have known when we started. Talking about film hasn't gotten me this stressed before.
What's even worse is that I know some of it is my fault (and perhaps my incapability to be director/ or just the combination and how certain people work together in a group)... Now I know what not to do, but for now we have to make the best of what we can with this project. Everyone needs to try something a few times to see if its fit for them. Everyone has their own way of doing things and some things can only be learned through experience. Not everyone will be great the first time.
What I really regret is that I adapted the screenplay to fit the actors' needs. It disorganized many things and it's just... Next time I won't adjust the script to the actors' needs because I feel like this film lost the potential it had to be awesome. I mean, it still has a chance, but all the symbolism and hfubwnifonmfw.
Honestly, maybe if I had left a day or two more for pre-production, I might have been a better director. But you only learn these things with experience, as I mentioned. I'm partially to blame, it's a group effort. But instead of complaining about it, I'm going to try to salvage what we have. No giving up! Because at least we learned something in the end... Right?
Its not your fault it mostly mines too... i haven't been a good actress but i'm still learning to be co-Director... i know we can both get through this and i know its stressful because i am... we just have to try make our crew work together and follow our vision....
ReplyDeleteNever give up Patricia! Your film still has the potential to be great :)
ReplyDeleteI am not in your group, but I think you are doing a great job handling everything considering all the problems that plague your group. I feel like everyone is having such a hard time and so we all are trying to do our best with it.
ReplyDeleteHowever, I know you, Patricia. :) I know you have a strong work ethic and amazing vision so I have no doubt your group's movie will be splendid!
You are going to pull through. I know it. Despite what you think, I think you're a fabulous director. Everyone is having problems. It's not just you, darling. Don't ever feel like you're not good enough.
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